June 2010
stumbling toward faith is going out of printI've moved!!
broken comments
sacredness
"falling on my head like a new emoticon"
book fund update
stumbling toward faith, revisited
stumbling toward faith
a review of Laughing with Sarah by Gene Jennings
upcoming stuff
May 2010
not so happy birth ... day (not mine)sparklers
April 2010
one-note willystill untitled
comments?
ok, so I'm addicted
March 2010
grief has teethtitle
comments problem
today
February 2010
LDG5: Day 6LDG5: Day 4
LDG5: Day 3
LDG5:2
ash wednesday and me
twloha 2010
risk the ocean
that thing with feathers ...
trying
youth ministry advance team: haiti
January 2010
this is going to have bad words in itfood! (imported from fb, rather than into...)
corporations are people, too
offering to help
I stand
"Like Haight Street and love beads" (da)
"Holy Guacamole, Whodathunk this!" (TL)
the now, and the not yet
2010
December 2009
But till I try, I'll never know!Like a comet pulled from orbit / As it passes a sun ...
living like this
at your own door, in your own mirror
"panic on Wall Street--put your stock in candles"*
being real
let (america) receive their king .... and heaven & nature sing
need? or freedom?
this
did you say peace?
learning to arrange
fun digital graffiti from fb
A musical meme (for me: distraction, and avoiding regret)
happy birthday eric!
& the tree is up!
there's something about mary
then, now, and living in the moment
give me life, give me pain, give me myself again
... one small step for renee ...
"the something that i can do"
advent day 2
deecember 1, 2009
oh oh oh, i so love tori
November 2009
... and sofirst sunday of advent
sass
still untitled
ugh
now
things
out of meds
post-ect
today (2 expressions)
October 2009
solution(s)untitled
today
twas the night before ...
a list of my current meds
hospital & ect
finally! out of the hospital
September 2009
post-electroshockyay! the pendant came! it is gorgeous!
the poem that makes me cry
testing Mr. Linky
mindfulness
big tears
SQUEE !!!!
09.07.09 (the ECT collage)
the state of me
framed & dried
like a bird on a wire
the + collage
the suicide collage
August 2009
latest collage 07.30.09tra la la la la collage
black & white
the ted ect talk
woozy, headachey, and tired
shocked, still
42!
ect, discharge, wicked
July 2009
Going into hospital25 bucks and a cracker do you think its enough?
electroshock redux
i think there's a heaven where my screams have gone
"silent all these years"
June 2009
6 word saturdayhooray for south africa!
writing prompt #3
writing prompt #2
writing prompt #1
catching up
a dream deferred (by langston hughes)
May 2009
a sister (terrified, actually)stuff you may not know
i as i
tuesday.
distraction (+ addendum)
thoughts on house / season finale
me. absolutely.
greeting cards site is officially up!
upcoming project
human rights for mothers
brilliant
radio interview is now up & accessible
April 2009
the sun also riseswelcome from "on the homestretch"
listen to my interview tomorrow!! 8 am pacific
two quickies
everyone deserves the chance to fly
omfg
"my children and i are crows"
shave & a haircut
breathing
hard work, tragedy and defeat
March 2009
transfigurations and transgenderthe emerging church factions
the women of magdalene
monday
recapture
stories from the mental ward (part 9) : february 2009
stories from the mental ward (part 8) : february 2009
stories from the mental ward (part 7) : february 2009
out of money
the lovers, the dreamers, and me
i heart libraries
Koyaanisqatsi
February 2009
stories from the mental ward (part 6) : february 2009flowers, for instance...
stories from the mental ward (part 5) : february 2009
in current time
stories from the mental ward (part 4) : february 2009
stories from the mental ward (part 3) : february 2009
stories from the mental ward (part 2) : february 2009
stories from the mental ward (part 1) : february 2009
today's therapy
25 things
a blog capture
where bluebirds fly
digital renee tribe surprise
renee got a new tattoo
smile of the day
January 2009
the warm velvet box3 o'clock ante meridiem
Tugging at the darkness, word upon word
more enjoyment
enjoying a smile whenever i can get one!
praise song for the day
from +gene robinson
... and amen
oooh, just one more....
mr. bush, adeiu to you ...
the cross that was too much
how i'm really doing
last one
ok, ok, pictures of them on
baby's got a new pair of shoes
my ankle has healed!
news from gaza
December 2008
fun with wordsacceptance
and so it begins ...
in a weary world
the ugly
aha! a tag....(that has nothing to do with prices!)
like a bolt out of the blue
November 2008
grown-out:: x ::
more stuff
written in the book of love
bias & support
doctor's visit
ct scan complete
a wee bit scared
yet another meme { #44:44 }
fun band meme
so i will myself to go on
blackout
enough
October 2008
resultstoday: a car accident
sigh. a response to james dobson.
three views
another quickie
so much, so little
catch-up, then more silence
post-class discussion on stf
my week
a must-see
we have an obligation to stop it
the rare "renee's politics" blog entry
September 2008
the post-camp entrycoming home from camp
first pt appointment
my first tattoo!
letting go
progress is painful
girl with wheels
mental illness & the church
today
tomorrow
silence is the most powerful scream
last night & today
untitled
August 2008
exploring the wreckmy hope post made it over to the Zondervan blog
scared
thoughts on the shack
my daughter's a middle schooler!
flight
frontier psychiatry
twitterlit entry
happy
on hope
re: godin & longevity
dye-ing
i heart this
wednesday (august rush)
one of my secrets
July 2008
new ianua traditionthe renee font
a quickie
big day
holey hat
contest reading book review #4
"We can't all, and some of us don't. That's all there is to it!"
jadis returns!
broken ankle pictures!
broken leg news, week #3
sunday catch-up
contest reading book review #3
listen to me on the homestretch!
sigh
aftermath
on the radio, redux
it's on nights like this...
anybody interested?
thank u
contest reading book review #2
surgery news
three reasons i love adrienne rich
contest reading book review #1
restoration, day i
stuck, part iii
stuck, part ii
stuck, part i
i
picture of me
June 2008
injury updatei am badly injured
then suddenly, i shatter the level mirror of the lake
awesome meme
a very long day
take on me
a wonderful statement
ecclesia & euthenasia
mixes are not dead!
first lines contest
you'll get what you deserve
just for fun
pop culture & telling secrets
(there's only us) there's only this
May 2008
the unread book meme"You Become"
"it's not your fault"
both open, and closed
curiosity kills more than the cat
i won't give up if you don't give up
canadian stumbling toward faith tour (like a bolt out of the blue)
the beading page is up
beyond words
helicopters overhead
changing the image (aka "zip it good")
for gaia (mother earth) on mother's day
mother's day
i've been doing this for 11 years
the mysteries of ruach eloheim
April 2008
losstreatment & recovery
more about Jordan
a silent scream
insight and change
my scream got lost in a paper cup
listen to the interview without downloading it
you can listen to the radio show now!!
and with a "goodbye" there she goes
we're a continent (a continent) (a continent)
my radio interview
reconnecting
words weren't made for cowards
March 2008
your eyes on her horizonhealing
catch-up
minutiae
February 2008
the well onedepression and hernias
catch-up
January 2008
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bookcrossing
"excellent work"
who will you vote for for President?
quotation for the day
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the second book
Lazarus risen from the grave
looking for more twitter friends
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quote of the day
5 words for 2008
2007, and what ECT is like
December 2007
light displaysblah
friends
being safe
today's shocking experience
holidaze
catch-up
November 2007
ECT saved my lifeRenée Update
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Stumbling toward faith arrived in my home mailbox today!
yet another ect treatment
out of the hospital
October 2007
going inpatient againa wild patience
integrity
believe
state of the union
if you dress for it, it will come?
being vulnerable
September 2007
walktheirwalknew musician discovery
my heart was heavy with the light of love
let me have this dust
A beautiful review of Stumbling Toward Faith
report from the road
no words for this except himself
things I'm digging
like a record baby right round round round
"At the tone no time will be ..."
ah-one ahna-two ...
there's light at each end of this tunnel
I went to college and all I got was this lousy script!
August 2007
solicitationhair cut
update
starting over
72
requested pictures
I bought a tiara today
personality stuff
diving into the wreck
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the secrets we keep
(help my unbelief)
when song lyrics say it all
playing hooky
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mini meltdown
July 2007
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dressed-up Moleskine
dinner tag!
spaces
not mine but me
psychiatric help 5¢ -- the doctor is in
pan's labyrinth
steve brown
new 'do, number two
the color(red)
ooh! i got tagged!
i met hugh butternut today
conversations with a credit card customer service rep
washing of the water
slashed
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stumbling toward faith, redux
June 2007
just for kicks7 days
beginning
some days you are the dog ...
buying in bulk
you're still here
today
chocolate cake and rent
women in art
barcamp, day 1.1
barcamp, day 1
quick update
May 2007
for leesuspended
sophia and being safe
i swear they moved that sign
renee at work
running to a constellation
so long to this cold, cold part of the world
April 2007
screams from the bluebells (can't make them go away)"it's not supposed to be like this"
trauma, anger and peace in drag
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limited Stumbling Toward Faith books
frontier psychiatry
Yihla Moja
candle & mirror
from the broken earth (flowers come)
an open letter to the grey SUV on the freeway
March 2007
falling uplet me make it good
one more time, for those in the back row
February 2007
all I want is to be in the light... and I feel fine
just me
January 2007
everything elsea little close to home
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writing, writing, writing
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my article for Relevant Leader Magazine
This is the hour of lead
December 2006
happy new yearmerry christmas
so much, no words
I took the blue pill
jiggety-jig
November 2006
Another Hospital UpdateHospital Update
It's Eric again...
Come, thou Redeemer of the Earth
two (too)
self-loathing and self-punishment
happy birthday, Jordan
in the silence, the helicopter
my beautiful little girl
October 2006
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a glimpse into the new book
i'm a poster girl with no poster
deep calls to deep
the other side of the mountain
mount everest!
small moves, ellie
in a foreign land
whiplash
home from the hospital
September 2006
Back in Hospitalday 30
day 29, part 2
day number 29
day number 28
all stones are broken stones
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sometimes i hear my voice (and it's been here)
day number 27
day number 26
pity our emptiness
day number 25
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it's official: book number 2!
day number 24
culture shock
day number 23
Day number 19
August 2006
day number 14day number 13
Renee & the wardrobe malfunction (part deux)
day number 12
day number 11
day number 10
day number 9
day number 8
tear in your hand
day number 7
telling
day number 6
schemas
day number 5
day number 4
day number 3
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writing my own bible
day number 2
day number 1
trees and nuts and ice cream
recognized as your own
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book meme
the difficulty of getting help
home alone
ruach
when i am weak, then i am strong
the bread of tears
words (a chunk of aftermath)
I believe, help my unbelief
ruach
July 2006
thy will be donelizard spit and learning
bleeding daylight
.
King Solomon's Mines--exit 75
30 minutes
525600
pampering
stiff necks & headaches
being brave
and now here's jonny jacobs to tell me all about it
good in the midst of the bad
on the willows
i would love to help you, but i can't
our own continuing yes
recollect the snow
June 2006
...going door-to-door
the only way out is through
words weren't made for cowards
for jordan
living in the moment, with what we have
where there are no houses
"do you need a woman to look after you?"
medicated
realized
today
bicycling underwater and climbing walls
sunday
alas & aha!
another new hair pic
Sisyphus
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limited stumbling toward faith print run
weekend
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dealing with being "out of print"
the things I forget
back from the desert
May 2006
"American Fado" hits the streetsoff to the Desert
Battling the 'beedies
waiting for the Water
oh, I'm afraid there won't be anyone there
Renee Altson, the rock star
so dark the con of man
when community is good
droolage
tired
"I am full of earth and dirt and You"
A wee little wave
blog sabbatical
ch-ch-ch-changes
100 things about me
oof
April 2006
forget regretno answers
strange behavior & being noticed
it's been a monday
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afternoons & coffee spoons
new template
I meme
circle swimming & intimidation
like post secret but better
wow, i've come a long way (and sometimes it seems like not very far at all) baby
amid the chaos
an urban good friday
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station fourteen :: his body is laid in the tomb
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station thirteen :: his body taken down from the cross
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station twelve :: his death on the cross
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station eleven :: his crucifixion
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station ten :: he is stripped of his garments
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station nine :: his third fall
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station eight:: he meets the women of Jerusalem
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station seven :: his second fall
today's prayer
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station six :: Christ's face is wiped by Veronica
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station five :: Simon of Cyrene is made to bear the cross
renee on the radio today!
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station four :: he meets his blessed mother
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station three :: his first fall
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station two :: the cross is laid upon him
Via Crucis Grid Blog :: station one :: jesus is condemned to die
for D.
Life has been good at our house this week
undercurrents and familiar territory
another radio interview
charlie's home!
waiting for Charlie
lost
charlie
saturday
March 2006
an "aha!" and a "what now?"Another friendly lesson taught at my local swimming pool
i am such a bad girl
thoughts from the bottom of the well
by the numbers
a story from Canada (2)
a story from canada
another time lyrics say it all
my tunes meme
oh canada, redux
by the numbers
when we say "please pray"
being human
images
tonight is one of those nights
Saturday
too tired to lift my hammer
by the numbers
3 laps short
home with needles
off to knitting school
water
a dream
wow
washing of the water
thoughts on speaking in public
more thoughts from the coffee house
difficult decision
stf forums
on days I just can't stand the "church"
(with my soul)
an ash wednesday drenching
bad day
come rhythm / come silence
February 2006
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a finished (unfinished) thread
google picture post
new neighbors
our daily bread
eavesdropping at coffee houses
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blog stuff
new pictures
I'm finally on MySpace, and other stuff
sunday
flakey
thank you
a little death
breathing room
this made me smile today
a day for the dogs
cuss & spit
that other shoe
sabbath
listen to my interview
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seeking Jesus mojo
pick out your cloud
old bags and small frames
aftermath
sunday
seeking something funny
sun-shiny day
just blah
January 2006
blah, and ahhhhclarity
the state of me
break the silence
song of the moment (hour, day)
a bench with a view of the water
creativity
one step forward (ten steps back)
today
what's in your cake this time
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my essay is online
the lonely sea and the sky
perpetually cranky
I guess I'm (still) an underwater thing
famished
arms filled with lavendar
progress on PTSD
today's prayer
back in the pool
hats
Renee and the Wardrobe Malfunction
the day after
sew, a needle pulling thread
(so) if I only could...
white-knuckled
and everything else
day off
dx
just like heroin
pain
in the knots still in her hair
December 2005
a visit with st. ignatiusmy first podcast
I shall not want
through his flint glass seeing all of you immersed in his sepia
the hardest working fat girl
catching up
endings & beginnings
my top 5
let them bleed, let them wash away
desert rose
lantern waste
seven things meme
one more, for future reference
a story and a lesson
November 2005
so bring your good times (and your laughter too)for me...
there's a sea secret in me
braving the local community center
contentment
thanks giving
the best kind of phone calls
And though the static walls surround me
the promise of expression
we will be found
lost email
eleven
what will become of me, become of her, become of we
further thoughts on the proctor article
warning: this will tick you off
hanging with the raisin girls
pretty perfect
take to the sky
narnia blog at infuze magazine
I am full of dirt and earth and you
screams from the bluebells
patch of sunlight
the soul-quake happened here in a glass world
it's beginning to look a lot like christmas!
... as is the habit of some ...
underwater thing
shout today "I am I!"
what are those?
"the offering is molasses"
October 2005
in memorium (ii)the mother of all swims
renee needs
some days more than others
January girl
one important thing, and some incidentals
the day after
drive like lightning (crash like thunder)
silent all these years
referencing Dan
bullets
humbly his light and proudly his darkness
You don't know the power that you have with that tear in your hand
the body on the sidewalk
welcome, washington post people!
terms defined
unplugged
"Single Cell Paramecium"
saturday
dear friends
I forget we're not past this
bullets (aka: I stil haven't learned to save)
September 2005
"stumbling into church"tagged!
swimming with bees
"he is good"
crap, crap, crap (I'm ms grumpy!)
it's oh so quiet
"natural" disasters
"... and I feel fine"
"graceful"
just for fun
diminished buoyancy
We belong to the sound of the words we've both fallen under
drool
you're counting my feathers as the bells toll
potential sinner
Show me the ways to get back to the garden
when she goes to work, you can hear the strings...
you promised me a house and a white carnation...
Sunday
emergency room
Finding Barbados
in/tolerance
tgif
August 2005
Blogday 2005By star you wish, by god you pray
my harlequin is laughing at the heart within
'there are ten variations of me and each one is in peril'
little geniuses
the least of these
a collision is coming
twenty-four
font. "renee"
overheard
hum, hum, hum
... i can smell the chemicals
captcha & spam control
tgif
model of the church quiz
i am out here listening all the time
July 2005
jiggity-jigLook at me....I'm a prickly pear.
email & internet conference, day two
email & internet conference, day one
Now I’m opening out like the largest telescope that ever was
abaya
indulgent lotion
My Sunflower wishes to go...
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ah.
upstairs
caramel latte
Never was a cornflake girl
blog recommendations?
careless amounts of outright acceptance
meme!
full circle
Laughing out loud...
"as a dog returns to its vomit..."
couch surfing
book tag (I'm it!)
June 2005
tiredhaha
it's a sad day in the 100 acre wood
i'm counted...
distressed & de-stressed
all shall be well
day seven. community
the theologian quiiz
new stf forums
on being mothered
day six. solitude
theological world view quiz
day five. worship
day four. joy/laughter
day three. beauty
day two. rest
yay!
day one. detox
the least of these
week of rest
May 2005
restday 3 of my new life
wow
self-loathing and failure
chapter 18: A Consistent Ethic of Life (god's politics book group)
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changing the church
ruach elohim [grid blog :: pentecost (Spirit)]
I'm a rock star, the sequel
on Jolly, and closure
what does a post a day keep away?
I need grace
I'm a rock star!
no good, very bad day
my ear
yet another piercing
April 2005
thoughts right nowthe fountain
chapter 7: Be Not Afraid (god's politics book group)
not my neighbor, but myself
pierced
why we can't talk about faith & politics
chosen reality
chasm of emptiness
return from the desert
redemption junkie
culture of life
March 2005
thoughts right nowredemptionjunkie.com
reporting for duty
responding to a Christianity Today Article
retreat
mercy of the fallen
Stan Grenz passes
What do you hear in these sounds?
My mom's earrings
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my infuze blog is up
thoughts on redemption
February 2005
What the Candle is Fora wing can cover all sorts of things
I want tomorrow
You see all my light and you love my dark
moving in
if you feel anything, be brave
ec san diego '05
The. Best. Thing. Ever.
January 2005
Mondaysome nights are harder than others
After the Locusts
trouble ahead for the acrobat
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...Like a bolt out of the blue
Honeysuckle Breeze
Light up
My rss feed is broken
I'm having a book club at the emergent convention!
curiouser and curiouser
darn floor, big bite
welcome, casual friday
sigh
December 2004
Stay close to me while the sky is fallingI imagine myself with a great public
candy canes all made with red dye number three
My New Year's Resolution
god & sinners reconciled
the giving tree
i start to lose sight of that big, Gold Girl who knows all about stuff
tidings of comfort & joy
spammers suck
happy people come on jam with me
small implosion
Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces
i have a little stick of glass
snipping, snipping, snipping goes the scissor man
November 2004
over silbury hill through the solar fieldbah
on being stuck & taking risks
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a bit of ego
all the white horses
You sounded more familiar than that party was
what's in your cake this time
black ink
2 more days
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by the rivers of babylon
wonders to the dead
sure that star can twinkle
november tenth
further up & further in
looking for words
an open letter to my daughter
november
when it counted
October 2004
about 6 a.m.to know we're not alone
stone memorials
more song lyrics
who are the real girls?
lord god, hear our prayer
is is all about me ...
saturday
fragmented beauty
the family that blogs together, well, you know the rest...
there's a sea secret in me
i can't imagine where else god would be
back from a hard weekend
disconnect
"the same person"
choiceless as a beach
finding the 99
november
back to the future
snapshot
September 2004
one hand in my pocketfireworks over disneyland
not even a kitty to share my storm
sell the stock and spend all the money
grieving...
creating community
pantomiming for pencils
virtual community
phillip joins the book tour
seeking a new tour stop
forever has no rest-stops and my endurance sometimes fails
vigil
chat going on now!
online chat tomorrow
cooking!
those emergent folk and their damn broken-ness
compassion and strength
August 2004
the stumbling toward faith book tour begins...re-invention & re-creation
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what a difference a year makes ....
the beginning
i am a collage of songs today
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book question
tony campolo on beliefnet
from the jaws of distress
chisels and pretending
... boy
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stumbling is in stock!
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losses
"... evangelical?"
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it's here, it's here, it's here, it's here
second grade
lights in darkness
relaxation
July 2004
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fear & trembling
quote of the day
sunday's comin'...
flighty
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stumbling toward faith site is up
live along some distant day into the answer
(lines secure) space dog
african violets
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book excerpt & news
the word of the day
sleepless
today
from the "laughing out loud" department
first time's a charm
June 2004
dreamswhere two or three are gathered
when people run in circles its a very, very
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how to buy an autographed copy of my book
ephemera
today
hump day
still saved!
telling
the way, the tooth and the life
abba
smitten
i heart mary oliver
finding words
under the weather
SAVED!
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onward & forward
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it. is. finished.
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re - membering
cool christianbook thing
narnia
May 2004
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sunday
this is amazing
stuck in a moment (and you can't get out of it)
organic? ... not necessarily
this is my body
molecular
friday
breathing
grief
wrinkle(d) in time
light
cat on a hot tin roof
the armor of christ
April 2004
the clean peopletuesday
disappointment & confrontation
gratitude & penance
song of the day
sperare
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wow
think of me, think of me fondly...
Book Game Meme
"wherever"
glimpses of grace
"severely distressed"
everything & nothing
shadows & light
speechless
web as worship
yellow wallpaper day
it must be saturday
March 2004
olly olly oxen freesaturday
wow
friday
emergent, vi
alphabetical poem
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over the rainbow
i feel
emergent v
emergent, iv
emergent, iii
emergent, ii
thoughts on emergent, part 1
emergent convention - san diego 2004
saturday
san diego emergent convention
what is so hidden
world on fire
nsiad
February 2004
it happenedthe passion
moth hour
baker, baker
journey
two
the best laid plans...
thirty-five
January 2004
promisesabout an uncle
i distinctly heard an oops
um. wow.
retreat
yesterday...
in our marketplace
surrender
kick me when i'm down
today
consonantia [grid blog :: epiphany]
December 2003
union [grid blog :: advent 4]chasm
source [grid blog :: advent 3]
power
stretch [grid blog :: advent 2]
no room at the inn
baubles and bows
seek [grid blog :: advent 1]
November 2003
finisthanks giving
unholy days
good enough
every letter
in remembrance of me
the sound of rescued ones
yaconelli
breathlessness
prayer of grief
flashbacks
matrix: revolutions
... the rockets and the light, somehow
this, then, is church
too much
October 2003
in memoria, part iimemoria
npr talk of the nation today
hot time in the old town tonight
ruach
beyond the church...
bruised reed
the dream of a common language
abandoned by god
kaleo
inked
station XI
iphy's must-see teevee
undiscovered sin
for god, the lover of my soul
murder of crows
the light that is god
new addition to the reads list
September 2003
conventioningmy name is didymus
lost
the darkness around us is deep
sunday
beyond a chocolate jesus
bet your bottom dollar you'll lose the blues...
from the waves
August 2003
thoughts from the wilderness, part ihope
it's official
peppermint land
mnemosyne
tuesday
letter to my father-in-law
integration
how long?
you send me valentines on the first of june
i broke my ankle
sweetened air
lottapianos tour
silent
July 2003
digital quiltimmersion
June 2003
thank uevery kindness
voice in ramah
May 2003
e-mail to a pastor (ii)sometimes life gets me
the oracle and niobe converse (matrix video game)
the architect meets neo
trust god, love people
e-mail to a pastor
sanctus
bottomless
sperare
cloaked: a meditation in 3 parts
ruined soul
April 2003
just as i amcharge!
refuge
all seeing-eye
1000 cranes project
little plastic castle
alea iacta est
Jesu juva
please pray
mustard seed express
500 miles
flow down, little river
twenty-something
porn & the youth pastor's daughter
March 2003
one breathspiritus mundi
right round round round
inruo irruo
counting "collateral damage"
minutiae
turbulent moon-ridden girl
eye for an eye
the ninety and nine
ignus
loan sharks & dove merchants
defining miracles
reflections on the emergent convention, part ii
reflections on the emergent convention, part i
tenebrae
i a n u a (d o t) o r g
are you out there?
shivering god
almost out of the closet
February 2003
for jonathanneighbourhood of make believe
travelling mercies
no place like home
a world at odds: conscience in a time of terror
splintering in air
old lady leary
mom hunger
this is the air i breathe
willing servant
hurt
runner
full bucket
interlude
washed in the blood of the lamb
good enough
(over) exposure
thirty-four years later
yet without sin
isolation
stay with me then
disintegrating
January 2003
reacting to a rantpoem of the day
prayer cycle
i really like you
art meets life, the universe, & everything
mum, the series, part iii
mum, the series, part ii
mum, the series, part i
mum, the series, intro
(pro) life, or something like it ...
blood makes noise
other people's words
after great pain
assumptions
samaria and the uttermost parts of the earth
breath of life
all that glitters
the happiest place on earth
December 2002
the body & bloodblack helicopters
asleep at the wheel
in the beginning
i took the red pill
